Hurting Inside

Am I a total jerk?

Or am I just stupid?

I do not know what I am doing,

Loving a person who doesn't have the

chance to love me back.

I know I am hurting myself.

I feel broken; broken into pieces;

Can not restore it, like a puzzle with one piece lost.

I am hurting inside,
By keeping what I really feel.
I don't like to look like an idiot in front of him,
And expressing my feelings without even
expecting anything in return.

What shall I do?
Should I keep hurting myself?
Or let go?

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-J.V. Tan
Pain and sorrow...

(story entry by J.V. Tan)